How Life's Going Lately

So I said I was reviving YinYangKink, and then I disappeared again. Oops. This time I have an excuse: a new job. I'm working as a field organizer on a local race. I moved to a new state temporarily, and I'm working 12 hour days. I'm also staying at someone else's house, so I don't have a whole lot of time or space to myself to think of things to fill this space with. 

I'm learning how to play bass, slowly. I don't have time or money for lessons, so I'm mostly just trying to play songs I like from tabs I find online. Metallica's Sad But True is coming along fairly well.

I wrecked my car. Thankfully all I did was re-fuck-up my knee, which wasn't holding up well anyway. 

Z's congratulation about the job came in the form of a great scene over Skype. Clover clamps are wicked, wonderful things. I've only been here a week & a half, but I could really use another scene like that already.

I've been getting better & better at being able to switch. Not that I've gained a whole lot of skills lately, but the mindset's been easier to get into.

That's all I've got for now. Please forgive formatting issues for now, I'm sending this from my phone through an email. Next time I get on Blogger I'll proof-read.

-- Sent from my Palm Pre

I'm Back

It's been a long time since I've posted on here for a few reasons. A big one is that I feel like I have a bit of a split personality - I say things while I'm subbie that I cringe at once I'm neutral again. I was starting to get very self-conscious about the stuff I'd posted. Another reason is that I see my significant other rarely enough that if I stick to recounting events I don't often have anything to share.

However, I like this blog, and I've decided to revive it. As always, no promises on how often I'll update or on what I'll end up talking about, but I'm going to make an effort to take the time to share.

Thoughts about YinYangKink

I am very glad that I started this blog. I am a very verbal person, and writing solidifies and clarifies concepts. Also I like having a record of my thoughts from different situations. I want to be able to look back on states of minds I've been in.

I am enjoying putting my thoughts out there. I know pretty much no one reads it other than Z, but I like the idea of it being available. I like the honesty that comes with anonymity. I am using it like a journal of my sex life at the moment, but I hope to expand the scope in the future.

For one, I love the idea of taking some of my fantasies from high school and transforming them into erotica. I haven't been in a mood that's compatible with those old stories, tho, so I may need to just move on to current ones. The thing is that current fantasies revolve around Z, which seems too specific. It just seems strange to write erotica about a real person. I'll have to think about it more.

Another thing that I would like to get into is more of my thoughts about sex, sexuality, and kink. As of now I pretty much just have recorded events. I want to post from a theoretical perspective as well as a practical one.

I also plan on continuing to update my F.A.Q. with questions asked frequently in FL groups. This is partially because it seems silly to write out a new post for a question I've answered before. Another reason is that I like having it all in one place.

Also, if anyone other than Z is reading, please let me know. I would love to get feedback.