Meet my sub side

i am currently in a very submissive state, as Z got me all worked up and then had to go to sleep yesterday, and then didn't end up Domming me today either. i love being a sub, and while i am i cannot imagine wanting to leave this state. i almost don't even want to get off, because i am enjoying this feeling so much. i love this craving to submit to Z, the serenity that comes from relinquishing control, the intense desire to please Him. It's times like these that i see the appeal of a 24/7 D/s relationship. i know that once i am reset to neutral i will enjoy having the flexibility that comes with a relationship between switches, but for now i just want to float here: aroused, submissive, content.